You know sometimes in life you randomly get bad patches for no apparent reason and everything goes wrong?

My granny died on 28^th January. She was old and not very well, so it was sort of anticipated…but it was still a shock. Selfishly, I feel extremely guilty for not visiting her enough and not appreciating her. She practically looked after me when I was young and she spoilt me but I never gave her anything back. I really really really regret not talking to her as much, not visiting her as much, not looking after her as much. R.I.P.

But with the help of sleep, cigarettes and cookies, I am getting through this bad patch (fun fact: I keeping typing “bald patch” instead). Life goes on and there’s no point thinking about “should haves”. I haven’t been to school or work or even out, and I suppose that has made things a lot worse because I’m sitting around by myself all day…I think the best thing is to get things back to normal…so tomorrow I WILL go to school.

This has been a depressing blog and I am sorry, but in lighter news I just want to clarify that I DID not get my hair cut really short (blog below). I exaggerated. A lot. I got approximately three inches off (because I didn’t measure it), from what it already was, so it is still really quite long just not as long…comprendre? Now that’s settled, I think I will go and eat my third packet of chocolate chip cookies of the day?

Today, for the first time in ages, I got my hair cut! And for the first time ever, dyed (my hair, not me)!

I went from too long, blond-ish hair to short-ish, brown-ish hair. I think I have lost 10lb of hair. And it’s SO much quicker to wash and dry, it’s amazing.

Callum doesn’t even know yet. Hahahaah. That will be a laugh. Unless he breaks up with me, then I wouldn’t be laughing.

I would post a pic but I don’t want any stalkers…not that anyone would stalk me but I am a young, vunerable girl and I don’t want to take any risks…

But if you really want to see add me on MSN graceface1992*at*hotmail.co.uk We could have a nice chat too because I’m so bored of life recently.

Yeah that was pointless. Now potential stalkers will just add my MSN. Oh well.

*CRINGE*
My last post was a result of underage alcohol consumption. And I only had four bottles of wine, I’m such a light-weight. Hahahaha! Joke. Well apologies for the obscene behaviour, I will check into rehab a-sap.

Today I am going to RANT. I am filled with teenage rage. And that emoticon is a very accurate representation of how my face looks. WELL today at my local concentration camp (aka school) I was bitched at for being a smoker. The whole “you’re so stupid, you smell, you’ll die of lung cancer” shizz. And best of all, the bitch is known in my school to go out and get fucking paraletic every weekend without fail. I don’t think people understand that getting so drunk you forget how to breathe is equally as dangerous as smoking. But because it is “a laugh” to get drunk and even more fucking hilarious to get “paraletic”, alcohol is just a normality for Friday/Saturday nights. Seriously, I hate hypocrisy. I wouldn’t mind if a mormon told me off for smoking, but a teenage alcoholic?! *slap*